I was alone most part of my life. It's just because I don't want anybody to intervene in my life. I always kept a distance. I locked up whatever feelings that are inside me. But I was also enjoying my solitude.

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In these quarantine days. I'm feeling loneliness. That never happened before. It's some kind of sad truth, I had to accept. This isolation made me feel like some kind of the only person on the planet worried about some things he doesn't even understand.

I never told anyone to stay, in my life.I let them go as they wanted. At that time I felt it was right. Now it feels like I should have said someone to stay to talk about my feelings.

Now I know, we want someone to tell our stories. If life's for living alone why living on this planet with all these people? If there was someone to understand what's the reason for my sorrow it would have been better.

Now there is no problem to solve or think about. It's just sadness that exists. I think I never will be able to feel the joy of solitude.
Now the mind and the brain are working on their own. Controlling the feelings became too hard.

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